Sunday, October 05, 2008

mixed emotions

this is what i was feeling on friday.

i was on-line all day trying to find a lab that can print photos for me but want them to be a little bit more professional than say shutterfly. i ended up going from one website to the next till it eventually brought me back to my starting point. yikes! i did find a few websites that can showcase my photos and another that can print. the best part, for a small fee they will set this up, i would be the one getting paid for any photos that a client prints! what a way to make some money cuz we all know this photography thing is expensive!

saturday was happy yet busy day with mike getting his haircut, going back to the apple orchard to pick out pumpkins, cleaning house and going over to a friends house for dinner. i have pictures of course and will post them later.

and today i'm feeling a little pissed off. we had yet another open house and 2 people showed up. i realize that many got duped with the housing market and easy loans and the credit cards. i feel for them. i really truly do because i have been there. yet i'm a little pissed because i feel like i'm being punished. we have made sacrifices and gave up a lot to be in the financial position that we are in. no we don't have a lot of money in the bank because we knew we would spend it. instead we put our money into our current home and took out a 15 year mortgage instead of a 30. {interest alone would of paid for a cadillac escalade for a 30 year loan} we both have great credit yet we are not able to do anything with it. the house we are looking to buy or build is nothing grand or spectacular. just a tad bigger and with one luxurious item- a pool. so yeah i'm a little pissed off right now.

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