i dont know why

but she was not a good girl for me today. i took her to a new doctor, a pediatrician with hopes that they could make her "fear" of going to a doctor go away but it didn't work. she did let them take her weight and height unlike last year. other than that she made her mad girl face and told me and the doctor that she "didn't want to" get her heartbeat checked, ears, nose or mouth looked at. she squirmed all over the place in my lap while screaming and crying. the most embarrassing part was being told that we will have a hard time once she starts school (seperation from us, the second time i've been told this) and that she needs to see a shrink for being strong willed and that we need to take parenting classes.