i am.

the house that i want. the only house that i want. the only house that made us put our house in the market for. well, they got another offer. and we cant buy it until we sell ours. we need the equity money for the down payment. where am i going to get 40 grand? so i am sad. i am really sad. i am actually beyond sad. i'm devastated and nothing can cheer me up. not even the pioneer woman. my eyes are red and puffy. thats how sad i have been since we got the news.