whats been going on

not having a computer and having kaylee sleep from 8am till about 11:00, i got a lot done yesterday. 3 bathrooms scrubbed till they shined, windows cleaned, dinner made and my hutch is almost completed! {i'm not feeling so good myself} today its the floors and laundry. i tried to log onto hamilton's computer but failed at guessing his password- the little booger! made sure he had it ready for me to use today considering i have some bills due.

poor kaylee! she woke up this morning and started a coughing fit. thought for sure she was going to hack up a lung, instead it was just snot and mucus. which i will take over puke any day. she says her stomach and head doesn't hurt which is a good thing. she's a sleep right now. i feel so bad because i want to confine her but she's so antsy to go outside and play. found some medicine that hasn't expired yet so hopefully she will back to normal soon.

i felt really bad for hamilton last night too. he was in a sad or depressed mood. he even said he wasn't sure what was wrong. it breaks my heart to see him this way. i just want him to be happy! i want him to be able to say " i had a great and happy childhood" when the time comes for him to look back through his life. sometimes i feel like i have failed and wish kids came with instructions. [don't think i don't know that its good for them to go through all emotions because i do know its good for them but it still breaks my heart to see them unhappy]

thanks for the comments about my new do- still getting use to it. and i must post about my "hot babe" moment yesterday. so i went to meijer to pick up light bulbs and a few other things. of course everything is in the back of the store and of course i had to blow my nose. went back to the front and payed for my items and once back in the car, i see my reflection in the mirror and thought, what the heck is that. with closer inspection i see a piece of tissue stuck to my nostril. like barely inside so anyone who saw me, saw the kleenex hanging. talk about feeling like a "hot babe" for the rest of the evening.