i know i shouldn't let this house selling thing get me down but it does. i had high expectations that our house would sell fast and everything would be stress free but it hasn't been. we had a great turnout last weekend for our second open house and everyone that came through commented on how great the house looks etc.. yet no call backs. i don't think i would be as nervous if we haven't already found our dream house. i just hope no one comes and steals it from us!!
i signed mike + i up for the 4 mile race this saturday. i went running yesterday to see if i can make it and to get a feel of 4 miles. as i started out i asked myself why am i doing this for? i felt every pain in my body. i haven't had enough run time to be running in a race. after the first mile things started to get better. i had to remind myself that its just for me- to complete something. i just hope i don't come in last place in my age bracket. how embarrassing would that be?? i know, its all mental on my part. i can do it and it will be fun!! plus, its great exercise and i need all the help i can get to get rid of my "muffin top" ya know, the roll of fat over your jeans or bikini. i only have about a month left before hawaii.
i also thought about taking some classes and maybe become a graphic arts designer but i dont think i have enough artistic talent for that. or to be a professional photographer. i might be better or have more of an artistic eye than lets say mike but not enough to get paid for it. *sigh* i'm one of those people who have big dreams and can talk the talk but no ambition in getting it started. sad huh? its like my mind wants to do something but i have no heart, no determination, no take charge power. i guess i will stick to what i know and thats being a simple girl who says she can do something but actually never proves it.
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